BREAST (do I have one??)

I was wake up late this morning. Today I felt tired and bored. I decided to go to beauty house to have body massage. Here in Jakarta, you pay 60.000 rupiah or similar with 6 dollars to have a massage in nearest beauty house.

So I walked up lazily to that place. Luckily there were not many people waiting. It's because in the middle of months when salary people now think how to spend their money and survive until the end of month. For me who unemployed person, just once I wanna feel pampered.

Then I took off all my cloth and use a piece of batik to hide the nude. Do I felt embarrassed with my body? Yes, I did. I don't have breast. I was born without "beautiful- full breast". My breast is a very tiny one, as you knew it was a breast because there is a nipple in the center. Without the nipple you may think that it is a stomach or just a wall.

Some people are shy when they want to talk about breast. How about you?
Breast is like a chicken fillet with the censoring cable or Breast is a bunch of meat with a cherry in the middle.

I have a friend who have big tits (breast). She hided her breast with her hand.
She is not happy with it and reduce the size. And I told her how I love to have her bra size. She was laughing. She said it is good to have a big tits, but there are also some weakness. She said "man tend to look at my tits before looking directly to my face or eyes, if I wear a tight shirt woman think that I show off, men also think I don't have brain only breast. It's really annoying."
I was so surprised to hearing that. As me always imagine how nice to have big tits, even I wear a chicken fillet bra to make my tits "existed". Moreover, I dream to have a breast plastic surgery that could stand out my performance. What a pity of me!!!

I saw Mariah Carey's video clip a few days ago. She looks gorgeous and so sexy. But for me she changed a lot. I used to adored her. Beside her amazing voices, she has a friendly and innocent look. However, I don't like her now. After she had a plastic surgery, her video clip showing mostly her body not her soul. She show off her breast as if it is a piece of marketable meat. OK....you may not agree with my comments (especially men..he..hheee), but see her new song "touch my body". It's a craps. It doesn't show her beautiful voice, it's like a condom ads.

Back to my breast. Do I have one? Yes I have. Though I was small I should be lucky there still are. My family have a breast cancer history. Maybe I have to lose them once, I don't know. I should be grateful for what I got, don't you think so? For now I am not fancy to have plastic surgery because it may change myself. I become the "new" Mariah Carey.